I feel nothing,
An unexplainable feeling,
Unhappiness about something,
I can't say the meaning.

I need to cry,
I need to yell,
This feeling I need to pry
Away from me with a happy spell.

But I'm alone,
Alone to mourn,
Why don't I know
Why I'm so down?

I try to smile with all my might
But my lips turn the wrong way around.
Blurred is my sight,
The reason is yet to be found.

I'm angry but calm,
I cry but no tears come,
I feel the need to harm,
I feel like I'm dumb.

I feel unexplainable.
I feel monotonous.
I feel no happiness.
I feel so dead...

I need someone
To cheer me up
I don't want to be alone,
I need happiness in a cup.

My old smile
I need to see.
I would travel a mile
To get out of this reveree.

But I'm stuck.
In this void of helplessness.
I feel like dirty muck,
My whole life is nothing but a mess.